It has to be 2 a.m and you gotta be really sleepless to have such deep thoughts…
CAUTION: Reading any further might cause side-effects like self-absorption, absent mindedness, sadness, anxiety, dramatic mood swings or silent tears depending on the degree of relatability you feel with the following text. It might compel you to listen to Adele or Eminem on high volume. In such a case, please take a long walk, watch the sun set or call your mom.
~~ The wrongs and The regrets
When you throw a pebble in water it will create ripples. Everyone knows that. I knew it too well.
When I dropped pebbles I made sure I was at a distance. A distance safe enough so even if I threw a stone with might, the largest and most intense of ripples wouldn’t be able to reach me. You see I am the kind of person who makes the backup plan before making the plan. I was counting on the distance.
It took a while to realise that I wasn’t dropping pebbles in water but me. I was the pebble sinking lower and lower with time by the weight of my delusions and by the force of my deeds.
~~ The uncertainty
I don’t know why but things often fail, they often come together too. It’s like executing a puzzle; you don’t know anything until you reach the end.
Everything in my life is a piece of that puzzle, and I can’t wait to get the whole picture.Well, I felt like that some millions of years ago.I was someone else then. I was sure of my identity, my role, my purpose…
Now, I feel like a piece of that puzzle; just trying to fit anywhere I can as soon as possible.